Out of Sudden Feeling Guilty...

haha...
Just came back from Toastmaster Meeting & eager to clean myself, but my dad was trying to cling on to a conversation with me... Initially, i felt ok about it as mum was still using the bathroom...

But once mum was out of the bathroom, my urge to shower overwhelmed me! I kind of just wanted to end the conversation immediately & replied "Yeah... Yeah..." without really knowing what my dad was saying... This was the first GUILT.

Second GUILT:
My mum was out of the bathroom. She said that she was not suitable for the job that she went today for orientation today. Too many things to remember & long hours of standing... With the urge to SHOWER, i replied "Up to u lor...." & closed the door of the bathroom...

The bloody hell... Now feel guilty...
早只今日何必当初...

Worse... blog my in filial... haiz...
think partly they were too boring at home, happy to see someone back home... but then "someone" just "rejected" them like this... haiz...

Reflection... Reflection... Reflection...