Letter of Appointment....

Today went to sign my Letter of Appointment...
It was long than expected...
Thought will last for 30min, but ended in about 2hrs...
But the HR was just doing their job, in fact I feel that they did a great job to explain to us all the benefits to us.

Really appreciate that.

Today, went to a wake.
This old uncle, I knew him from Zhong Clan Association. A friendly & respectable uncle who was always there to help people. I have no idea what to say, I dont know what to say... Just hope that everything will go smoothly and without major hip-ups.

This also reminded me what happened last year...
Almost between May & July, 3 wakes to attend...
Firstly, my aunty... The tension was so great, that it caused everyone didnt know how to handle and react to the situation. But what had passed, had passed... But was a lesson learnt, really cannot allow emotions to take over a person. Everything will go wrong... The worst is not at that present, is the future... haha...
Second, was a friend from Air Force. A bike accident. Was rather sad...
I still remembered on Wednesday, he said he was going for bike test tomorrow... I wished him good luck... Nobody knew whether he passed anot... But later found that he met an accident along the way to work on Friday & passed away in one of the weekends... Recalled Encik Patrick... "Why I dont know", "Why u dont know", "Why nobody knows", "Why u all seem not too care".... crapz...
The third case, my father's friend. He was a very nice person, a true friend. Went to his funeral with my father... To be frank, that time I was worried for my dad, dont know can he take it abot. That was the third funeral consecutive for the third month.... He was already sad when my aunty passed away, then another close friend, then more after this close friend... One of his closest friend.... But at least everything went out fine eventfully...

Haiz...
Life is short... Just thinking how much time have I waste in gaming, lying on the bed, doing nothing.... Think back... should be about 40% of my time... haha... In other words, I wasted 40% of my time till now... & its still counting... sad...

I feel that I know my problems pretty well... But just unable to overcome my fear and discipline enough to do anything productive....

Short Term Goals:
- Reduce Gaming
- Find a hobby, sport preferred (is my 2008 resolution)
- A skill that I can use it to make a living...
- hmm... Maybe a girlfriend... But this depends on fate... Cannot force though... haha...